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don't have
03:45
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ive seen everything there is to see. i dont find anything around me to be appealing. i cant feel you anymore. i lost my heart when i lost myself.
ive been so tired. i dont want to push myself anymore.
new days dont change anything anymore. i dont have the same motivation i had when i was younger.
i pace the hallways trying to think of things that could be better. i think of the way the world would be without me, and i think of a world so empty, where no one is with me.
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cuts
03:25
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young kid, i thought i saw everything. then i saw your arm and everything sank. my heart felt a weight ive never felt before. old to you, but new to me. i wanna change it, but what can i say? i thought i knew everything, but the cuts showed me differently. now a past so far gone. feels so weird thinking i knew someone so important so long ago.
not that young kid anymore and ive already lost my touch. my hearts cold and my wounds are not open anymore. i cant even see a scar. was i ever torn? have i ever been hurt? i dont wanna know. i dont wanna feel anymore.
can i even love? when did i close my door?
its all odd. its all gone. how has it been so long? i cant say that i feel the same, but i can definitely say you meant something to me.
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lonely
02:34
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i dont want to forget the times that ive spent with everyone. i remember the times when i felt alive. everything was so bright. life was so simple those times, but things have only gotten harder as ive gotten older.
ive seen so many people walk away from me, and at this point its not even amusing.
oh, im not getting any joy from this. oh, i dont think i will ever be missed. some days i get so lonely. sometimes i dont think theres a future for me. everytime i close my eyes i replay the times that we spent together.
the days go by without you. the days go by and im all alone.
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left alone
02:56
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i need a break from all these people here. it all seems fake sometimes, so i have to force myself to appear. when things get hard i get stuck in my thoughts and it all breaks down. but just a word from you always seems to pull me out.
my lifeless eyes are dozing in and out of sleep this time. i cant get up, im not feeling anything this time. im struggling to find a reason to try to get by. everything is so worthless. i dont why im trying to word this.
i wanna forget my past and move on again. i dont want any friends or anyone to impact my heart again. i wanna look up at the sky and feel so free again. i wanna stay up all night driving till the highway ends. i thought i had dreams, but all of them came to an end. my cynical ways will tear my young heart right out of my chest.
i dont wanna die. i dont wanna die. i dont want to be left alone.
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all you've known
03:55
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stumble down to the old house you grew up in. faded memories, but not completely gone. its hard see a future when the past is all youve known. break down those walls and try to carry on. give up who you were and what youve done. a new identity is what we all want to claim. everyone around me seems so free, but i know thats not the case. i just wish i could i feel free. these things inside my mind keep suffocating me.
dont let me go. dont let me go. dont let me go. please dont let me go.
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distant
03:35
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im not proud of who i am. everything is so distant. i cant believe it turned out like this. its all my fault. im who to blame. leave it all up to me. put me down and shut me out. for what its worth, its what i deserve.
i lay in bed at night thinking of the days i spent laughing with you. what ever happened to those times? i hope youre doing fine. i hope much has changed for you. im sorry im not there with you. it seems fitting that im all alone. im alright. just make sure you let me say goodbye. goodbye. goodbye. goodbye.
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no idea
05:15
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every now and then i find myself chasing loose ends. never had a doubt i might get lost, but ive done it again. i turn around to take a look at where i am. nothings familiar, is this where i really end? take a drive down the freeway to clear my mind. all i see are the street lights and the blue sky. i feel as if i could drive forever, but time wont stop for anyone. so ill just enjoy this run.
running from my life. running to save my time. why cant i take control? im ready to loose it all.
im ready for better days, but i guess they just aint comin. so ill sit here driving till my minds clear. im thinking about all these things that i dont know. the uncertainty is killing me. to everyone ive ever known. im sorry for the love that i dont show. its not that i dont want to love, i just sometimes tend to pull the plug. so when you see me silent on the side of the room, just know theres some things im getting through.
every single day is accounted for. the days i waste away are times i cant restore. i want to do more with my life, but my anxious heart wont let me feel right. have i been trying? when did i let go? have i let things become undesirable?
will i find myself if i were to stay? will i find somebody if i move away? will i be the one to ease your pain? or will i die alone? i have no idea.
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dizzy winter.
whats good b. just a boi tryna make music and try new sounds. thanks for stopping by! I hope you'll enjoy my various types of music
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